So it been almost four months since last I talked to her ,I do miss her like crazy though I have done everything to make my mind think of other things .
I am still angry and pissed of what she did and the fact that lied to me in my face over and over again ,I am not sure yet if she cheated on me or not but I can smell a stink so far away ,she is playing a tricky game and I can't let myself to be in a love triangle .
I talked with her few days ago but she didn't know it was me (im not sure maybe she do know ) ,that sure helped me a little coz I knew her latest news ,we talked for 3 or 4 times about our relations and stuff like that , she told me she still loves her bf( which is supposed to be me ) so much but he is not asking about her and been so cold to her and they not talk in many months ,she tried to call him many times but his phone is always not available (it is not true my phone is always on it is essential for my work ) .maybe it is a problem with international calls in her country i dunno.
I was happy by the fact that she said she love her bf adam so much and she miss him a lot ,I tried to see what was the problem in the first place but I got nothing ,she still the same complicated person I know in my life which love to hide or run away when confronted by the truth ,I am not sure what will happen next but i wish we can be only friends again ,she is still very important to me after all .
I am still angry and pissed of what she did and the fact that lied to me in my face over and over again ,I am not sure yet if she cheated on me or not but I can smell a stink so far away ,she is playing a tricky game and I can't let myself to be in a love triangle .
I talked with her few days ago but she didn't know it was me (im not sure maybe she do know ) ,that sure helped me a little coz I knew her latest news ,we talked for 3 or 4 times about our relations and stuff like that , she told me she still loves her bf( which is supposed to be me ) so much but he is not asking about her and been so cold to her and they not talk in many months ,she tried to call him many times but his phone is always not available (it is not true my phone is always on it is essential for my work ) .maybe it is a problem with international calls in her country i dunno.
I was happy by the fact that she said she love her bf adam so much and she miss him a lot ,I tried to see what was the problem in the first place but I got nothing ,she still the same complicated person I know in my life which love to hide or run away when confronted by the truth ,I am not sure what will happen next but i wish we can be only friends again ,she is still very important to me after all .
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